Sinking to a worthless existence.

whitestporchmonkey:

Expire - Sleep Lost

My mind does the time for the crimes against myself and it comes at the cost of sleep lost. Another day, another dollar, another night is even harder to swallow. I contemplate my end, I count up all my friends, weigh out the pros and cons, who’s going to miss me when I’m gone?

architectoftroubledsleep:

Expire - Just Fine

Everything is going fine, going off without a hitch. But soon enough you’ll find that life’s a fucking bitch because the facts are cold and hard. The needle point is sharp. A picture’s worth a thousand words, and a pretty face is worth a thousand broken hearts. How much further can shit go south before I want to put a gun in my mouth? Before I take these thoughts and I act them out, put it all to an end? Can I leave that blood on the hands of my friends? Can I leave that scar on the name of my kin? Where, how, and when? Everything to lose, and nothing all the same. Do I leave a legacy, or do they forget my name? Way too much to chew for what is now just a thought. Hold tight and brace myself for the day that it is not. And when I leave this Earth, try not to be too hurt.