Sinking to a worthless existence.

“When it’s all said and done I will live!”

(Source: Spotify)

whitestporchmonkey:

Expire - Sleep Lost

My mind does the time for the crimes against myself and it comes at the cost of sleep lost. Another day, another dollar, another night is even harder to swallow. I contemplate my end, I count up all my friends, weigh out the pros and cons, who’s going to miss me when I’m gone?

donovanxdixon:

No peace, no serenity. 

(Source: bloodlustrevenge)

Calloused.
My armor’s not what it used to be.
Scratched and dented, the outside resembles what’s within.
I spend so much time staring back at myself.
If the boy I was saw the man I’ve become, he’d spit right in his face.
The scales have tipped against me one more time,
But the panic comes in a hush and a sigh, not a scream or cry.
The scales have tipped against me for the final time.
I’ve wasted so much time waiting for a tragedy,
Or a miracle to reveal itself that the world has passed me by.
Convinced myself I’m sick for so long now that I’m not so sure I can stop believing it.
Gotta lift my head from these calloused hands that serve to remind me of my regrets.
Gotta lift my head from these calloused hands so I can see the good in what’s going on.
Don’t wanna waste anymore ink on this page, or strokes of the keys.
Not one more hammer to spell out this quiet rage.
No, my armor’s not what it used to be.
But what in life still is?
Calloused.

architectoftroubledsleep:

Expire - Just Fine

Everything is going fine, going off without a hitch. But soon enough you’ll find that life’s a fucking bitch because the facts are cold and hard. The needle point is sharp. A picture’s worth a thousand words, and a pretty face is worth a thousand broken hearts. How much further can shit go south before I want to put a gun in my mouth? Before I take these thoughts and I act them out, put it all to an end? Can I leave that blood on the hands of my friends? Can I leave that scar on the name of my kin? Where, how, and when? Everything to lose, and nothing all the same. Do I leave a legacy, or do they forget my name? Way too much to chew for what is now just a thought. Hold tight and brace myself for the day that it is not. And when I leave this Earth, try not to be too hurt.

asianbearx:

Lake Of Fire by Power Trip